You could say I'm clumsy!
I hate talking like in a rather normal way I feel like pretending so I don't go out much and skip ever social gathering that comes my way!!
What can I say I love to be myself, though not self sufficient I find what I look for or so is the case most often.
And I have a unexplainable obsession with street lights, arch bridges, cats and crows and so more, the whole list would be embarrassing.